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July 5, 2011

One day

All that time and energy I spend thinking about what life will be like one day just prevents me from living my own real life., right here. Obviously there are some benefits to "one day." When my thoughts and feelings are tied up in a fantasy of who I will be, what I will wear, who I will be with, where I will live, what car I will drive one day then I'm not forced to think about or deal with my feelings about where I live right now, or look like right now, or wear right now, or anything RIGHT NOW.

The downside is that everything feels far away, and long-sought-after, and unfulfilled.

Posted by laurie at July 5, 2011 9:48 AM